Introduction
My name is Aela (pronunciation). It’s not my “real” name but what I go by. I prefer not to use my birth name, as I associate it with trauma.
My birthday is on the 31st of October.
I identify as a female, but I’m comfortable with any pronouns, since I do consider myself somewhat genderfluid.
I’m pansexual (definition) or bisexual, whatever you prefer to call it; I just like people. Not so much romantically, very much sexually.
I’m Portuguese, but I’m currently living in Latvia. I have recently (as of 2025) quit my Master’s in Business and Economics, since I realized it’s not what I wanted. I’m unsure of what to do with my life now, but in the meantime, I’ll just be an online slut for all of you! 😀
I was an amazing student with near-perfect grades. Always the best in class, valedictorian in both high school and college… You get the gist. I used to think my worth lies in my academic achievements, but now I find my worth elsewhere. I’m happier being entertainment for the internet, and I hope I can continue to be for many, many years!!
My Content
Selling content is my full-time job. I live very comfortably on this income alone. I’m very thankful I get to do what I love full-time: being a dumb horny little whore, both for work and for free by posting for fun (mostly on Reddit). I genuinely enjoy being a slut for the world to see and getting to please all of you with my body and what I do.
I don’t think I need to go into detail about what I do exactly, but a quick summary: I make nsfw videos and pictures to sell on my paid platforms, as well as accept custom requests of the same nature. My content usually focuses on all things BDSM, especially humiliation, bodywriting, roleplays involving CNC, free use, DDLG, etc., and overall looking as stupid as possible for the camera.
A lot of you ask me, “Do you really get horny making this type of content?” especially when it involves hurting or humiliating myself, “Do you actually enjoy ‘exposing’ yourself like this?”, I don’t know how to make this clearer: abso-fucking-lutely! I am by nature extremely submissive and have a very high libido, so knowing I’m pleasing someone with my content/posts makes me truly happy.
Exploring my sexual urges and kinks has always helped me understand myself better, and making content isn’t an exception. Factors like discovering exactly what I like and don’t by trying all sorts of different things in my content, pushing my limits, especially in custom requests, and understanding better how to please others, have all been so amazing for my self-discovery and mental/emotional maturing.
So… Thank you so much to every single buyer, most of all, and thank you to every single fan and follower for allowing me to do what I’m truly good at, and to enjoy life a little more.
Mental and Physical Health
My mind is fucked in all sorts of ways, not just sexually!
I have loads of childhood trauma of all flavors, with sexual trauma and severe neglect from my parents being the ones that impact me the most to this day.
I have depression (much better nowadays, quite manageable), severe anxiety (very slowly getting better), and I am neurodivergent. I also deal with dissociation/derealization/depersonalization (definition), which could be partly explained by the current diagnosis, but might need further evaluation. I’m always on edge, I’m scared of everything, especially if it’s outside my house, and every tiny thing makes me overwhelmed. I always kinda feel like I’m dreaming, and I zone out very easily. My mood changes very easily, and I have anger issues. Etc, etc…
Being dominated is one of the best ways I’ve found to help me deal with my trauma and mental issues. When someone makes all the decisions for me, it helps. When I’m ordered around and all I have to do is obey without thinking, it helps. When I’m fucked senseless, it helps. When I feel pain or am degraded/humiliated in some way, it helps.
I like to say I’m the perfect amount of broken. Anyone who’s been involved with me romantically or sexually seems to agree. They like the way my mind works; it makes things more fun, I suppose.
My physical health isn’t the best either; I struggle with all sorts of issues, the specifics of which are not worth mentioning, but to give a general overview… My immune system sucks overall, and I get sick all the time, whether that’s the common cold, infections (especially UTIs), or something more serious. I have lots of joint and nerve issues, as well as chronic pain throughout my body. I have atopic skin, and I often deal with really bad eczema all over my hands (sometimes on my face too, but not as often), which is honestly something I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy, so to speak. I have pretty bad allergies overall (respiratory and skin), some stomach problems, anemia, and more.
Anyway, moving on to something more fun now.
Interests and Hobbies
I love watching anime and often prefer it to any live-action shows or Western animation. My favorites include Death Note, One Piece, Dragon Ball (original and Z mostly), Vinland Saga, Overlord, Psycho-Pass, and more. In terms of movies, my favorites are Perfect Blue, Akira, and pretty much anything Studio Ghibli. I like a bit of everything, from old to new, and pretty much all genres.
I’ve also somewhat recently (half a year or less) started reading manga. For now, I read mostly online, but I hope to collect lots of awesome manga over the years! My favorites are Berserk, Vagabond, and some of Junji Ito.
I do still watch plenty of other stuff, though, especially movies. I love horror, especially body horror and thrillers. My favorite TV shows include Dark, From, Breaking Bad, The Walking Dead, and, going back to animation, Bojack Horseman, South Park, and more. In terms of movies, my favorites include The Lighthouse, Dead Poets Society, Parasite, Flow, Perfect Days, The Substance, … So, just like anime- a bit of everything 😀
I love playing video games and, once again, I enjoy a bit of everything. I’m a little picky and can get bored or give up easily, but when it comes to genres, I love most, aside from any that focus mostly on shooting. My favorites include Borderlands (especially 2), Danganronpa, Pokémon, Left 4 Dead 2, Skyrim, Minecraft, Path of Exile, etc. I also enjoy watching YouTubers play all sorts of video games, especially when it’s something I wouldn’t enjoy playing myself, but has lore I’m interested in, or fun gameplay mechanics (e.g FNAF).
I like to color, especially in coloring books (not “adult” ones, but cute ones). Sometimes I draw too, but since I’m not great at it, I tend not to do it much. Overall, I enjoy arts and crafts a lot and can get lost for hours and hours doing something creative.
Staying on the topic of arts, I love singing and dancing. I wouldn’t say I’m great at either, but it’s something that brings me a lot of joy. I sing a lot at random times, including on the street when I get distracted (it’s embarrassing), and I like to give full-on performances… alone, at home. I enjoy coming up with original or semi original songs on the spot, or singing to whatever I listen to (while listening at that moment or not), especially rock. I also like dancing, if we can call it that. Usually, I just energetically move my body around at random points in the day, not necessarily with rhythm or coordination, but I also enjoy following dance routines, or coming up with my own, as well as playing Just Dance.
As for my music tastes, I could say, just like for most of my other interests, I like all genres. However, the ones I lean most towards are Rock and Metal. My favorite bands include Nirvana, Linkin Park, Slipknot, Green Day, System Of A Down, Twenty One Pilots (old albums only, especially self-titled and Regional At Best), Electric Light Orchestra, some of Melanie Martinez, etc. Generally speaking, I tend to enjoy artists’/bands’ older, more raw and “lower quality” albums more than their recent ones.
Other hobbies/interests worth mentioning are:
Reading, although I find it hard to focus, so I don’t do it often. My favorite books include 1984, The Little Prince, and several by José Saramago (Portuguese author).
Researching different topics, especially psychology with a focus on mental illnesses. I could probably guess your trauma and mental issues within 5 minutes!
Cooking, mostly vegetarian or vegan meals since I’m a vegetarian (aside from the occasional bit of fish, cause I love fish).
Mindfulness, yoga, and non-secular Buddhism: researching, practicing, listening to podcasts, etc. I’m not religious, but I am quite spiritually inclined. Buddhist practices resonate a lot with me, and I follow them.
Pokémon!!! It’s by far my biggest hyperfixation. I won’t even comment further on this, or else I’d end up writing an essay.
Kinky Stuff
My kinks are simple: almost anything involving me being submissive, from getting treated like a little princess to being abused like a worthless cumdumpster (although I do prefer the latter). There’s not much I wouldn’t do to please a Dom. I do currently have a Dom, but our dynamic is… complicated.
Most of all, I love being humiliated, CNC/rape play, free use, and bondage/pain. I’d consider myself very submissive and masochistic, and I absolutely love feeling helpless and scared.
Here are my BDSM test results, taken recently (as of December 2025):
Everything seems pretty accurate aside from ageplay which should be lower (I enjoy acting and dressing cute, but not exactly younger), and hunter which should be lower, but it’s probably so high due to my bratty side.
This other “test” (more like a checklist) might provide a better overview of what I like or don’t, from the things I love to my hard limits.
If you’re unsure what is meant by each thing, just keep in mind I’m a Sub, not a Domme. So I’d be on the receiving or giving end accordingly. Still, I will explain everything in more detail below.
Clothing: I love stockings particularly, and I like most things such as lingerie, uniforms/cosplays, etc. I’m ok with heels and leather although not my favorites. I’m allergic to latex but I’m fine with wearing latex-like things, I don’t love how it looks or feels on me though.
Groupings: Anything goes really, but one of my biggest unfulfilled fantasies is to be spit roasted by 2 guys, or really anything involving more than 1 person using me as they please.
General: I’m not great and giving or receiving affection but if a Dom wants it, I of course will try my best. I like giving handjobs, swallowing, facials, etc. One of my favorite things in the world is deep-throating, sucking cock is just amazing!! I sometimes joke that I have a G-spot in the back of my throat cause that’s just how horny it makes me.
Ass play: I’ve only had anal sex a few times, my ass is still under training 😀 However, I do enjoy it and I like all sorts of anal toys, especially being plugged up cause it makes me sooo desperate. Being double penetrated is one of my biggest fantasies too.
I’m not really into rimming or anal fisting, but like with anything, I’d do it if a Dom really wanted me to.
Restrictive: Bondage! Gags! Collars!!! Leashes!!!! I just love all sorts of BDSM-related things, especially those that fit in this category. Chastity could also be fun but I wouldn’t know never tried it (it’s so damn hard to find devices for vaginas, most are for penises). Not super into the idea of encasement, but willing to try it out like with most things.
Toys: Most toys are fine, I love a vibrator that can make me lose control of my body cause of how strong the vibrations are. I am not into sounding at all, in any way.
Domination: Do I even need to say anything? From general D/s, to pet play, slavery, etc. I love it all! When people ask me what I’m into sexually the short answer is basically anything involving me being submissive.
DDLG is not my favorite, especially not involving ageplay, but the general dynamic is exciting to me.
No consent: Probably my all-time favorite thing in sex: non-con/rape play. It’s rare for me to even orgasm with a partner if there isn’t some sort of CNC elements involved, and I think that says a lot. I also very much enjoy the thought of being drunk, drugged, or asleep while used/fucked.
Taboo: Incest, age gap, and raceplay I like somewhat, all within ethical boundaries.
Bestiality, if in any way involving actual animals is a big no-no. It’s illegal, it’s unethical, don’t do it, pretty simple, and the same goes for necrophilia.
In terms of exhibitionism, I do consider myself quite an exhibitionist but I would not do something that could make the other person uncomfortable, I want to know whoever I’m exposing myself to is actually consenting and enjoying it.
Cheating and voyeuristic kinks aren’t really my thing.
Fluids: I really enjoy watersports, especially getting peed on it feels so humiliating! I also really like peeing myself. Cum play is very fun too, I love having cum anywhere on or in me. Blood can be fun if not too dangerous (not into period blood though). Scat is one of my hard limits, and I don’t like lactation, diapers or vomit either.
This checklist didn’t include spit but I really enjoy it, especially drooling all over myself when sucking dick or wearing a gag for example. I love it when a Dom spits on me or in my mouth, or even better, makes me lick their spit off the floor.
Degradation: Ah, what a perfect category for me! I looooove feeling like less-than, getting humiliated/degraded by others or even doing it to myself! I get so wet from this, especially if I feel genuinely embarrassed/ashamed of what I’m doing.
Misc.: Gagbangs: YES! Unfulfilled fantasy but gosh I think about it so often. The thought of a bunch of guys overwhelming my little body and mind is sooo exciting. I’m really into breathplay too, not being allowed to breathe, especially during sex is extremely arousing to me. Even just lightly choking myself makes me wet. I’m not much into fisting or impregnation but I haven’t dabbled in these so I can’t say for sure. Pregnancy though is a turn-off for me, which is gonna upset a lot of you but oh well. I have no interest in having kids in any way, and I don’t like the idea of being pregnant.
Pain: yes, yes, yes!!! Light pain, heavy pain, all sorts and kinds of ways to inflict it! Although I love toys (paddles, whips) I do slightly prefer when someone just spanks me, scratches me, bites me, etc. instead, cause it feels more animalistic I suppose. I particularly like nipple clamps cause my boobs and nipples are extremely sensitive.
FAQ
1. Height? Weight?
I’m 162cm/5’3, and 56kg/123lbs.
2. What are your exact measurements?
My measurements are as follows:
Breasts: 81cm/32in
Waist: 56cm/22in
Hips: 85cm/33in
My clothing size is usually an XS (US 2) or smaller for most items. If I want it to be quite loose, I go for an S (US 4), and if it’s something stretchy and/or meant to be tight on me, I just go for the smallest available (usually XXS or US 0). Some of my clothes are even kids’ sizes.
3. Bra size?
I wear a 28G usually, although it’s very hard to find band sizes small enough with cup sizes large enough.
4. Shoe size?
I wear size 36(EU)/5.5 to 6 (US), or smaller.
5. When did you become so perverted? When did you start being into the kinks you are? What’s the story? What “broke” you?
I’ve always been like this, there isn’t much to tell. I suffered a lot of abuse of all kinds, and it made me into a depraved whore. Over the years I’ve been getting into rougher and rougher stuff.
6. Are you owned? Do you have a boyfriend?
Yes, I’m owned and have been for years. I prefer to refer to him as Master, not “boyfriend”, as we are not equals.
6. Why don’t we see your Master in your videos?
You do, just not often. We have recorded some videos together, mostly focused on painplay or pissplay, which are available for purchase. My Master isn’t comfortable with much else since he doesn’t enjoy fucking me on camera in any way or having his face visible.
8. What’s your body count?
1
9. What are your hard limits?
This is a difficult question for me because it heavily depends on my state of mind at the moment and at the end of the day I’d try almost anything for someone who is dominating me at the moment. Generally speaking, scat, scars/marks/injuries that would last longer than some weeks, Domme, and ageplay.